Backpain and happines

How come some people find happines in whats going on around them, while having major backpain through the spine?

While working at the hospital, I've encountered dosen of pasients with BIG PAIN. And me, while being at a third party, without any diagonistic knowlege of my pasient, I've observed different reactions.

I kinda feel like pain and happines is one of the most valuable things on earth (in the way that you feel alive), yet being none of my business witch then making me careless.

While working at the hospital, with my professional carefull person, saying things and asking about the pasients feelings and need, I myself find it uninteresting on the private base.

Dont take me wrong, I love my job and I teach alot about humans reactions and feelings. But these people aren't those I care about.

My loved ones are

Work from home, harder than I thought

Lately I've been trying to find another sourch for an extra income to my salary. I started out searching out on Google, and tried most of the things, and figured it's harder than it looks.

I've tried binary option, blogging, adsense, affiliation, you name it, and got disapointet after all this effort. I figured I'd rater just post negative stuff here on my blogg, and actually find it quite entertaining.

To h*ll with extra income, and all the effort. I guess it'll be just ordinary nine to Five work from hereon out.

Walking around at the hospital, taking care of there poor sick bastards asses, breathing inn all the sickness lying around. Just to work for the worst sickness of them all; the salary.

Got any tips or options for me? Please leave a comment and same my life, fellow living being!